What do you do when you feel damn lonely and horny at the same time but don’t know how to unleash the freak in you?
Sexting, isn’t it?
It’s the only option I have since you know, I am in love with my best friend and he is in love with his girlfriend.
Pretty fucked up, right?
It’s frustrating that there are 7.8 billion people in the world and we still fall for that one person who we know isn’t the one for us. Or at least at times, it seems like it.
Enough about love, I am here to dirty talk with you.
I ended up visiting Kik a few months earlier, and damn! I wasn’t using the app for the first time; I had to delete it for some reason. Now here I go again, I signed up with my email and password and boom, that was it.
I knew what I was doing there so, and I didn’t dare to set up a profile picture. And obviously, I also changed my name from Carla to Jess.
That’s it! I thought, no one from my contact list is ever going to find out that I was using Kik.
Or will they?
There is an anonymous chat option there. If you have used the app, you know what I’m talking about. Here you meet people from different parts of the world, and you can talk about whatever the fuck you want.
And yes, that includes exchanging nudes.
I found this guy, anonymous Dr Gator. He texted first, with no ‘hi’, no ‘ASL’, just a straightforward question,
And my answer was also honest,
Dr. Gator: Great, add me then.
As I hit the add button, we become friends, and the person over there was named, Eric, which probably wasn’t real either.
Dr Gator: Btw, how old are you, and female right?
Me: Yes, I’m 22 and fucking horny with a lonely vagina.
Dr. Gator: Let me see how lonely your pussy is.
I removed my panty and took a few shots of my well-shaved, silky, smooth pussy that was waiting for someone’s touch. Well, technically, mine.
I sent a photo with the caption, “my pussy is looking forward to meeting your cock, mew.” This subtitle probably sounds boring, but I’m sure he didn’t mind.
Eric sent back his dick-pic with a caption that says, “This is gonna fill you in the whole night. Are you ready for that?”
I looked at his dick which was medium-sized, a little hairy at the beginning, and the colour of Indian skin tone.
“Oh yeah. I am.”- I sent back a photo from a different angle which was showing the opening of my vagina.
Dr. Gator: Are you a virgin?
Me: Yes. Problem? 😲
Dr Gator: Nope, not at all. I like virgin girls..they are… fresh. What are you wearing right now?
Me: I’m wearing lacy red lingerie and underneath, nothing.
Dr Gator: I will remove that from your body. Want to see how beautiful you are.
I undressed and posed for a selfie then sent the nude to him, of course without my face on it. I captioned it, “like what you see?”
Dr Gator: No.
I was kinda taken aback by that comment, but then I saw him typing and held my hope.
Dr Gator: I love it. I would become a narcissist if I were in your body, no kidding.
I smiled. I didn’t know how good or bad he looked, but his words were kind of turning me on. Well, they were intended, obviously.
Me: Thank You. ❤ Mind showing me your body too? After all, I wanna feel you on top of me all night long.
Dr Gator: Yes, why not! But are you sure you don’t wanna change positions?
Okay, so he is funny? What is sexier than a funny guy who also respects privacy, right?
Me: Yeah, we can try different positions. I’m flexible. 😉
Dr. Gator: How do you know? You never had sex 😬
Me: Yeah, but I explore with myself. 😌👅
Dr. Gator: Attagirl 😜🔥🔥
The guy on the other end sent me a photo of his body, standing totally naked in front of a mirror. He cropped his face out of the frame, but he looked so familiar. I mean, damn familiar. But I didn’t say anything.
Me: Wow, you are so attractive. I want to kiss you all over your collarbone and chest.
Dr. Gator: Yeah, I like it. You are making me hard.
Me: For real?
Dr. Gator: For real.
I was sort of nervous at what to say. It wasn’t my first time sexting, but I don’t know why it felt like it. I came up with a simple question.
Me: Do you like it when a girl sucks your balls?
Dr Gator: Yeah, but not a fan. I would rather prefer pulling your hair back while watching you sucking hard on my dick.
Me: Yeah, I would love to do that. I’d love the feel of your rock-hard dick inside my mouth. I will suck you hard till you shiver.
Dr Gator: No, I don’t want to cum on your mouth. I need your pussy for that. Do you like anal?
Me: I mean, I have never done it.
Dr Gator: Of course, you didn’t. You can enter something in your ass when you are horny. Like a dildo, do you have a dildo?
Me: Nope. I don’t have a dildo.
Dr Gator: I will buy you one 😜 and then we will play with it.
Me: Does it hurt?
Dr Gator: Nope. But it would be best if you use lubes or else it can hurt a little. Don’t worry, and we will use some lubes and put it in your ass.
Me: Hmm sounds about right.
Dr Gator: I will push it in and out against your anus, and you will feel perfect.
Me: Mmm how about insert your penis on my pussy too?
Dr Gator: Yeah, I will do it. I will fuck you hard with my dick and the dildo. You will cry in pleasure. It’s a DP.
Dr Gator: I can already feel you touching yourself.
Me: Yeah, I’m touching my nipples. They are hard af.
Dr Gator: Can I see them again?
I sent him another photo of me pinching my nipples with my fingers.
Dr Gator: I love your boobs, so sexy 🔥. I’m wondering how you would react if I bite and lick your teats.
Me: Yes, it would feel so good.
Me: I’m begging you to carry on.
Dr Gator: If you can, put one finger in your pussy and another one inside of your anus.
I did as he told and sent him a picture.
Dr Gator: Stroke them back and forth, you will feel terrific 🔥
He was right. The pointer finger in my pussy and the middle one inside of my anus felt really good. It felt like someone was stimulating my inner nerves, and I was so enjoying myself.
Me: It feels so good.
Dr Gator: Isn’t it though? Do you have a cellphone?
Me: I have a smartphone.
Dr Gator: No, a cellphone? That would vibrate? Or an iPhone?
Me: Nope. But I have an electric toothbrush.
Dr Gator: Great! Use that!
Me: What? I’m not going to put my toothbrush inside of my vagina or anus! 🙄
Dr Gator: Who told you to insert? Just turn it on and put in in your clit then massage your pussy with it.
Dr Gator: Yeah, do it. Trust me and send me a video.
I went to my bathroom and picked my toothbrush from the shelve. When I turned it on, it started vibrating like always. But this time, instead of putting it in my mouth, I pressed the rotating brush-head against my clit.
And God it was heaven!
I Opened my smartphone’s camera and started recording while messaging my pussy with the vibrating brush. That video has everything in it except for my face obviously. As I used the brush against my clit and fingered my pussy simultaneously, I shivered with pleasure. Thousands of butterflies erupted in my stomach, and estrogen ran throughout my whole body.
I wish someone were there to touch me all over and to kiss my boobs. Still, I moaned hard as I came on my finger.
Then I sent the video to Dr Gator for him to come too.
We used to talk often, and Dr Gator has become the only reason why I still have Kik on my phone.
Not only about sex, though, but we also used to talk about other stuff, and soon without my consciousness, he had become a good pen pal. But last night something exciting happened.
We were continuing our normal communication before he wanted to spice it up. So he asked me,
Dr. Gator: Wanna play this-or-that?
Me: Isn’t it like Would You Rather?
Dr. Gator: Yes, but it is hotter than that.
Me: Oh okay, cool. 😉
Me: You go first.
Dr. Gator: Chocolate or Ice cube?
Me: Chocolate 🍫
Dr Gator: I love chocolate too. Hot chocolate. Would you allow me to rub some chocolate syrup on your neck?
Me: Mmmm yes… And I would love it if you lick that off of me.
Dr Gator: I will eat the chocolate off your entire naked body 👅🔥
Me: I will put some at the tip of your dick and lick it off.
Dr Gator: Tell me all the things you want to do with the chocolate.
I sent him an image with a caption,
|Mmm I am not sure. Maybe we can pour some chocolate syrup on our bedsheet and cuddle?|
Dr Gator: Nah we won’t cuddle. We will have sex 🔥. I will rub the chocolate all over your body and lick you dry.
Me: Lick my pussy, it feels so good 🔥
Dr Gator: I will eat your pussy. for you to come on my mouth.
Me: You are turning me on, babe.
Dr Gator: Can I see you now? I bet you look sexy.
In a while, he sent me a shirtless photo of him with his face on it, which made my jaw drop. This person is none other than my best friend, Richard. I have seen his shirtless photos before, but none of them was in our chatbox. And now sexting with my best friend aka my crush makes me feel really uncomfortable. Not that the session wasn’t right. It’s just that, and I started to develop a thing for him which now I felt like I had to lose.
Okay so here is the thing, he never had a crush on me or has ever viewed me sexually. You know, when a guy brozones you, there is no chance, actually. So move on.
But then again, of all the people in the world, why did I match with this particular person? Two things were going on in my mind.
- If I send him my photo, he won’t talk to me again and probably; we won’t remain best friends anymore.
- If I don’t send him my photo, I won’t be able to sext him again, which is pretty difficult because I am already attracted to him.
So, I had two options to get myself out of this awkwardness. Either I could come clean about it. Or, I could send him someone else’s photo and continue our little naughty chats.
I left his last message on Seen. Still, he didn’t freak out about it neither did he say anything against it. Maybe he just ignored, or all of this didn’t mean anything to him. Whatever it was, it was only my concern. On the other hand, I was missing him so much that I wish I could continue our conversation like this for the rest of my life.
How long can you hide a secret from your best friend, especially when the secret is about him? He will eventually find you distant, and soon enough, Richard did.
He decided that I was avoiding him, which is true. But at the same time, I didn’t want to make it too obvious because I didn’t want to come off as guilty or anything.
I mean, who are you kidding?
If something was wrong, I am not the only one responsible!
Again, of all the people in the world, why it had to be him!?
I texted Richard after making up my mind that finally I’m gonna do it!
Me: Do you use Kik?
Richard: Yes. Why do you ask?
Me: How many girls are you texting currently on Kik?
Richard: Idk around 4 or 5 girls.
Richard: What is it, Carla?
Me: Okay so this is awkward…
Richard: Hey waitttt 😲😲😲😲😲
Richard: So it was you?!
Me: Yeah 😶
Richard: I’m gonna digest.
Me: Are we good?
Me: I mean we are still friends, right?
Richard: Of course!
Richard: If not more so
Me: What do you mean? 😬
Richard: I mean I kinda got attracted to you in the first place without knowing who I was talking to.
Me: Me too ❤
Richard: So can we try not to be friends and more than that? U do like me ryt? I mean, I like u..
Me: Yeah… I like you too
Richard: So let’s meet tonight.
Richard: Your place or mine?